Hello! i'm finally back to blogging after a million years HAHA. Have been going out every single day, haven't got a job because i felt that since it's after O's and the holidays, might as well enjoy ourselves now before we can't next time when we are working right? so yepps, enjoy :DD hahaha that's the only thing i'm doing now actually. main occupation for the end-of-year holidays: entertaining people. HAHA. going for hockey chalet this sunday/Monday at downtown east! haha can't wait man, it's gg to be so so fun :D haha though i see the hockers almost every week, but having another chalet with them is great! anw, christmas just passed. this year was much much different because relatives didn't come over this time round :/ Dips is in phillipines now, so we have been doing household chores and stuff, and yepps, can't hold a gathering this christmas cause she isn't around to cook and cleanup D: so yeah we went shopping in town instead haha. Bought a dress which i'm going to wear tmr! and i know that bean and black have allienced to not wear together already -.- but i'm praying hard that a miracle will happen and they'll decide to wear one with me ): haha cause i feel so awkward to be the only one wearing alone. anw, i'm just talking crap now andtyping whatever's on my mind. Going to watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 with black, bean and JC, and probably going for karaoke after that :D haha can't wait! today was out with the excos at east coast park cycling (for 3 hours) haha. went to buy kana and GPS' belated birthday presents at lot 1 first and then met bean at commonwealth! hahaha we were 15 mins late! but oh wells, had fun today :D yeah there's too much to update about my life! hahaha but well, there's more to come in the future :D haha havent planned table tennis with klare yet ): haiii soon alright? i'm so sorry!
alright, i'll end here then, cause it's past midnight. so yepps! goodnight everyone :D toodles.

I'M BACK! :D

hahaha i'm back from hong kong, tasmania, and melbourne! haha i've finally back to this country :D and i miss everything, my hokkien mee and my prata and my black pepper chilli crab ): we missed chinese food so much in australia that we went to a chinese restaurant to eat. haha so here's an update about my life. i've been pretty much travelling quite a bit, saw tasmanian devils, kangaroo, a pathetic little wombat (from the window of a bus), and yeah, scenic places :D hahaha i sat the longest chairlift in the world too :D hahaha kinda cool la, but i loved the shopping there although fashion in tasmania is quite backwards and not as eh forward? as singapore. but their surf shops were cool though, cause all the surfing brands like quicksilver, billabong, roxy and all are from australia, so we got stuff from there quite cheap :D i bought 2 caps, 2 dresses, 2 shorts, 3 tees, and my school bag from australia! hahaha i kinda miss that country now, but staying in singapore is way better cause i'm already missing bean, black and everyone ): haha and i feel so guilty missing a couple of AC's trainings that i started dreaming of hockey practically every night D: it was torture D: hahaha yepps, i'm back already!!i'm thinking of volunteering at YWCA :D haha to make my holiday more fulfilling rather than just wasting my time away going out everyday so yeah, i guess that's one of my options! going running with bean tmr in the morning then lunch with the clique :D hahaha i'm determined for self-training! 5km :D hahaha pure torture D: yepps photos will be up soon on facebook haha and that's all for now i guess!i'll update another time! :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KLARE

HAHAHA SEE THE TITLE OF THE POST :D
so sorry i have not been able to post for the past few weeks or even months because of O's and then i left for hong kong, so this post is specially for you :D hahaha thanks for being such a great junior and a friend and a table tennis partner! HAHA we shall play table tennis again ;) hahaha now your turn to smash at me! hahaha and we have to catch up soon alright D: cause it's been a super duper long time since i've seen/talked to you! i hope everything's fine with you :D hahaha so happy belated 15th birthday! :D <3!

Prom:
hahaha prom was better than expected :D had it at meritus mandarin this year and thankfully i managed to buy my dress on time :D hahaha stayed over at Orchard Hotel with esther, michelle and esme, and we played poker cards throughout the night; went walking around orchard road at 3am in the morning which was quite cool cause all the shops except the cafes were all closed, so it felt as if we owned the whole of orchard road! hahaha more like the crescentians owned it, cause everywhere we went, there will be crescentians around haha! celebrated esther's birthday with her the next day cause i was flying off on her birthday to hk, so yepps, we went to watch paranormal activity :D big mistake man cause it was so scary though i was laughing like crap at the parts where the woman stood there for hours staring into space or at the man. hahaha yeah i think it's quite an okay show, though everyone says it is boring D:

Hong kong:
i am finally back from hong kong! hahaha had super alot of fun there at ocean park, shopping and eating my mango deserts :D i bought a couple of things, haha my nici stuff, and a few bags and a new pair of asics shoes! :D hahaha we stayed at Butterfly on Prat and omg the toilet is transparent can?! black was my roommate :D hahaha and i stole her Brownie which looks exactly like BK's Hammy, but anw, it's cute :D haha spongehead. hahaha so yepps we had much fun at night too, and i finally bought my dramas :D hahaha overall it was quite fun la, next year will be Taiwan! haha the shopping there is good good! but i think i still like singapore cause very convenient and all.

okay i think this is a super long post for my blog, so yeah i'm tired so i'll sleep now D: goodnightttt haha tmr's gg to be a long day at esther's house again! haha.

The pain of crushing your heart;

Okay just an update about the major events taking place in my life lately:

This was career day 2009, haha i dressed up as i have no idea! cause everyone just wore formal wear and so did i :D haha took a couple of pictures, and the school had some people coming down to talk about different jobs to us, so yepps!

And then there was Champion Seminar which took place not

too long ago! The awesome-st: Bdivision!
haha we had this taken after the whole seminar and yeah, gay pose! cool or not ;) yeah we're champions :D
Will catch up with the rest of the team after O's are over! haha.

And finally there was my cousin's wedding: haha this my cousin, but not the one who got married though. and i was the junior bridesmaid that day :D (explains the flowers) haha so yepps. i'm looking forward to my wedding too hehehe.

Lastly, for those of you who didn't know, I'm officially graduating from Crescent this week. And O's are in 3 weeks time, so I'm freaking out now, but I know that God will see me through, and He will give me the strength to finish this race so i'm surrendering everything to Him. Yepps, this journey in Crescent has been a fruitful and unforgettable one, and i hope that all those of you who are reading this blog, you will treasure your days in Crescent, because honestly, they past really fast. i can even still remember my sec1 days, my first day in school (when i got lost cause i didn't know where my classroom was), my willy wonka hairstyle, and even stoning in class with esther for no apparent reason. Many of you might see Crescent as alot of homework, stress or whatever, but honestly, there is more to this school and you will have a taste of it soon if you haven't, because Crescent moulded me into who i am today, and I found my very best friends here. Always remember that your secondary school friends are the friends who will stay with you for life, so treasure them ;)

Just a quick one before i go to sleep! it's past 12 already but i'm printing out prelim papers due next week D: intensive has already started and i'm starting to freak out cause there's so many papers to do! bio sji, lit unseen and sji english are all due on monday, but at least i've done chem and a-math, so i hope it wont be that taxing next week although i know it'll be super super tiring! haha so need to store energy now then wont burn out so fast D: i'll not rely on my own strength! i'll rely on God's strength (: haha yeah and i got back prelim results already. they were quite alright i guess, i reached my goal! haha didn't touch any Cs, so it's Bs and As, so hopefully I wont touch any Bs for O's. oh wells, i really hope i won't burn out before exams which are in exactly 1 month from today! (Saturday)

Went for captain's ball today for Web outreach in the evening to exercise and burn fats! haha but i ended up getting sunburnt and now i think i'm going to get a fever D: and hopefully my bro comes back home sooon cause i really want to sleep already. haha captain's ball was fun though, and yeah, we played frisbee too! reminded me of pe in school cause we did all those and it is super fun i tell you :D hahaha oh wells, farewell assembly is coming soon, and i really dont want to leave crescent, soooo i'm coming back as a crescent teacher to teach next time ;) alright i'll end here! i'll post soon :D

My best friend and I :D

HAHA this is estherrrr and this photo was taken when we were in sec1! that's why i look so much younger and fairer here. went out with esther today!
haha more like she came over from school to study, and we did work for about 3 hours then went to watch Hannah Montana the Movie upstairs, and then left for JCC to play pool! was supposed to play pool, but someone had already booked the pool table, so we settled for table tennis instead. hahaha oh oh i need to mention about the fuseball machine first. we saw the fuseball machine, and wanted to play it, but when we went over and was fiddling with the machine, WE SAW A GIANT MOTH INSIDE D: omg dude thought it was paper and wanted to take it out. hahahaha i just screamed and ran away. i tell you that was super scary okay. i dont like moths or butterflies and dont mention birds.haha okay so we went to play tabletennis, and i told her that i have always dreamt of playing table tennis in JC as my cca, but too bad i already dsa-ed through hockey, so yeah, broken dream D: anw, table tennis was really fun, cause i kept smashing her and she kept cringing HAHA. but she improved alot after a while! good job good job. then we went to wait for my dad and realise that he was actually playing jackpot all the while -.- and we were stoning in the arcade room. omg. i couldnt catch that femal penguin from the machine and wasted $1! haha had Jap food for dinner, then she left! yepps it was really really fun today :D good break from prelims and brings back memories that we have spent tgt! hahaha yay BFF! :D
HAHA i'm kinda feeling discouraged now cause of chem cause prelims is the first giant wave, and then O's for chem is the 2nd tsunami. i need to really eat, sleep, dream chem for this whole week, so Lord please give me the focus and concentration to study D:

Back To 1

hello! I havent blogged in a really long time already, cause i've been really really busy with homework every single day, and prelims are coming up! next thursday's english and lit D: haha i feel prepared for like english, bio, e-math, a-math, and maybe lit, but the rest of the subjects ahhh i have to buck up already D: hahaha. got back chinese results yesterday :/ dont talk to me about it man. it's the greatest disappointment of my life, but i guess God just wants me to work harder for the rest of my subjects, so i'm not going to re-take chinese or anything. I just hope that I'll do fine for the rest of my subjects and yeah, God please guide me D: Tomorrow's going to be a great day! i know that :D becauseeee i'm going out with black, bean and tan :D hahaha we're going to orchard central to climb the rock wall there and then have a great meal and then catch The Orphan! hahaha i heard it's quite a thriller so yeah. going to celebrate my birthday that way this year :D for a change. hahaha cause every year there's a birthday party, but there isnt any this year, so i'll see how things goes! yepps, and since everyone are having their prelims now/ going to have, i wish you guys all the best! and i'll come back to blog soon!

School's been really tiring and tough ): everyday is just studying and more studying. prelims are in 27 days! hahaha and my birthday's in 22 days! :D i decided that i'm not going to have a birthday party because it's going to be really near prelims, so i just decided to go out with different friends on my birthday itself! :D hahaha beaver booked me for lunch already, right beaver! ;) HAHA i'm trying to convince her to climb the rock wall with me in Orchard Central cause it's a wish of mine HEHE. anw, i got into AC! yepps, they confirmed the DSA already, and i guess things for me have been going quite smooth. haha i still can't imagine myself in AC uniform though D: anwwww, when i turn 16 in 22 days time, I WILL SHOW THE WOMAN WHO REJECTED ME FROM WATCHING AN NC16 MOVIE MY IC PROUDLY :D HAHAHA because now i'm legalllll :D HAHA. Church's been rather okay too, things have been improving that area. yepps, so it's just studies now D: which is kinda boring, but no choice.haha okay i'll update this blog soon again!

It's been quite a while since my last post.
Anw, got back mid year results. haha i felt quite okay i guess,
L1R5 of 18. hahaha i know it isnt very high, but i did improve and i'll work harder
for prelims to reduce it to 8! :D hahaha today there was this huge bees nest in school
so we ended like 30 mins earlier! means no e-math. and there were really bees flying
everywhere D: i saw one after history lesson, 2 outside the class while waiting for the
class to finish their physics spa skill 3, hahaha and one was buzzing in my ear when i
was leaving school! D: HAHA and i did a silly thing. i tried blowing at the bee, which
obviously didnt work. went to meet stlp at the library after lessons to watch the
junior's match, haha and on the way to the library, something very funny happened
which couldn't stop me from not smiling/laughing, and i was trying to control the
whole way okay! if black, bean and JC were there, i would have burst out laughing
already. hahaha thank goodness i'm alone. okay so stlp and i headed down to TWSS
to watch Crescent vs Siling sec, and apparently STLP said that Siling was her tuition
teacher's name! HAHA. okay so we spent $12 on cab fare, and we only watched the
match for 9 mins! D: waste money, but it was worth though, cause i saw my juniors
winning! hahaha 6-0 :D well done! :D i'm so proud of you all. haha. and i saw vanessa
at TWSS too! cause STC was playing against Teck whye after our match. i kinda miss
hockey already, but oh wells, i'm going for training tmr! :D haha and there's AC's
hockey trials on monday. I'm still wondering if i'm making the right decision of going
to AC or not, or whether i can get in in the first place hahaha. okay i'm done with this
post! i'll update another time then ;)

What's Wrong With the World.

haha i realised that there are 4 'w's inside the title! anw, went out with Bean, black and charmaine to Bishan Park after lessons to destress, and it was quite fun :D haha they cycled while i roller-bladded. yepps, then camwhored at some place, and then headed off for dinner at J8, ate at Manhatten Fish Market, first time eating there though. thought the food was quite nice. talked quite alot. okay i really have no mood to blog already cause i'm watching a horror show D: but i really feel like crap now la. just feel so worthless, haha and i dont know why.

Double Chocolate Chip Cookies

Hahaha that's my favourite cookie for now! i think i'm addicted to it already cause i've been eating it every single day D: anw, i don't feel like having a birthday party this year, because it's so tiring planning everything, plus it's quite near prelims so oh wells, maybe we'll just arrange for a few people to go play paintball. haha heard it hurts, but it'll be fun i guess! i want to go to the zoo to visit my cousinssss. anw, this is going to be a random post, so i'm just going to type out whatever is on my mind :D
today, we camwhored after school (actually during chinese cause lao shi didn't come in) so the four of us went to take silly videos of Jack (bean) and the beansprout (ariel who grows very slowly), and joey was the golden calf/skinny calf, while i was the giant :D hahaha so we were acting super crazily in front of the camera, then acting out other weird scenes HAHA funny funny. and i heard that ariel's mom calls me dumb D: just like the one from night at the musuem. HAHA okay christabel is official depressed to the max again!

anw, my motto of the week: purity not popularity. haha it's in the dj :D

Today was quite fun :D had bio in the morning. haha quite satisfied with my results i suppose, but i have to work harder on my functional for english, die die die. and thennn joke of the day: black went to eat pill with me, went to the water cooler. hahaha tried swallowing my pill (which was already cut into 3 pieces), i could swallow the first 2 :D but really, the last one was super big i spat it out. and she just squat there and laugh -.- i seriously feel like puking everything i eat that irritating pill (which is going to be an everyday affair). oh well. anw, camwhored after school and we went to the backgate to test out my cam! HAHA funny photo. we were posing as if i were trying to run out of school, but they started pulling me back cause i'm a councillor -.- HAHA i'll post the picture here once i receive it! okay mom's nagging D: update soon!

No more time for explanations

Today: Youth day today! haha i slept like crazy. And then went out for lunch with my parents at Orchard Hotel then shopping. Didn't manage to get anything, cause the sales were all over! oh man, i'm officially depressed to the max. Anw, I'm sick, down with a flu, and I think i've got hahaha you know what. My cousin has it too! D: but i really hope and pray that i dont get it, else I wont be able to go to school. And i had a nightmare last night that i got H1N1 hahaha how stupid right D: omg. Lessons is officially starting tomorrow, but in a way, i'm feeling quite excited and happy! not cause of the lessons, but cause of recesses hahaha.

Saturday (highlights): Hannah and Eunice stayed over :D we went to BPP, saw many church people there, and thennnnn HAHA Eunice and i went into a pet store. big mistake i tell you. We saw 2 hamsters doing it! first the guy pounced on the girl, and she started struggling, pushing him away, then she went on top of him, and started nibbling his thing HAHAHA. live porn live porn. it was super grossed, but we were so amazed at how long they were doing it that we stayed till we realised the shop was closing! anw, i want to buy a companion for Moosey, but a mini her costs $20! ):

I feel like telling you all how i feel, really.
Saturday after Saturday i have to go through all this crap.

This is my new blog! haha i've finally been able to do up one after a super long time!
Decided to get one because I realised that I have been keeping all my feelings to myself,
i guess in a way it's not that good. so yepps, i hope that this blog can help me out!